Yea . Full of hatred for HIM and him as in F , A , D, P....etc(They are all the same person by the way)-Oh and sorry for being rude . I forgot about my manners . It happen quite a lot of time when I can't bottle up my anger that seems to be like a 'something' oozing out from 'somewhere'.(gosh .I'm sucks at this .At using the right expression . ) Hi by the way.
OK, I bet you know what happen between us right .? We're not on the speaking term for,god knows how long . It's been like a month since we both had our happy moments together . Let me gives you readers some hints .-That HIM is not some kind of guys I date or used to date . He's someone related to me . very related.
I don't know why(Ok,I do.)I hate him so much . Perhaps,I wanted to show my protest to HIM and the rest of the people . They are all being unfair to me . WHY.? I'm just an ordinary kid who's craving for a sense of freedom . Ok,I think I've make it kind of obvious about who's that HIM but I don't care . You know why .?-Because I think it's better for you guys to know who that HIM is . I think;I feel that I'm the only Teenagers who can't enjoy her childhood to the fullest. I wanted to be visible ; I wanted everyone to notice me .Ok,I know that people do noticed me but that's not it.-I wanted to have a blast of good times with those people . MAYBE I should be wild. I should hang out more with the good-for-nothing teenagers and be like them -getting drunk and naked . That is oh-so-fun(NOT). (sigh) I just wanted to enjoy my life . Who knows if I die tomorrrow and knowing what a disasterous life I had led . (sigh) Gosh . Why am I being so emo-shitting here.? That's so not me! Ok,I have to bury that sadness deep within my heart and just be satisfy with my life .
-Shay