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Heyyo.As you can see above,tat is the picture of us..the one on ur left is shay.aka.baby and the one on ur right is skiee.aka.wanniie.We are best friends and we will forever be.We love shopping and dressing up and absolutely love everything about fashion.We are currently fourteen years old and ar studying in canberra secondary school.If you wanna know more about us,you can read our posts..

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Friday, December 4, 2009
(Sigh)
Yes (sigh) and hello readers .

Well .
Today seems to be the bestest day ever.(NOT)
I think I'm about to lose my mind .-not literally ofcause .
Hmm . There's just too much , way too much things going on with my life .
Rejected ....

in life .

Family problem is one thing .
Love is the other thing .
I don't know .
All this jinx ....
I mean why me.?
At some point , I was hoping that all this misery will end soon but it just get worse every minute .
This jinx ......(sigh)
Just make my life miserable ......
Am I that unlucky.?.
If not then why everyone treated me like I'm born to be treated that way .?
-Should I blame myself for letting everyone treated me like that.?
-Or should I specifically put the blame on my parents for driving me nuts everyday.?
-OR is it God.?-GOD is the one who should be blame .
GOD is the one who's being unfair to me .
Or maybe.... This is fate .
Its already written on my book .-That I'm going to lead a jinx life .
Being unlucky , social reject and all the jinx things .
OK . I exaggerated a bit  but seriously, I think I NEED to see a psychiatrist .
Because I'm already losing my mind .-to think straight, to think right .
NEED to be placed somewhere far from my family members(namely my parents) and friends.
NEED to be alone .
NEED to rest .-both physically and mentally .
I just want to be..............
relax .
I mean no pressure from anyone .
Hmm..
You know what.?
Sometimes,I wonder why GOD wants me here.?-on earth . with my family .
Why must I be alive.?
again .
I mean .
I'm already dead .
But I'm alive  again .
Why?
Why should there be a need for reincarnation.?-not so sure if this is the right word .
Well , I just have one request to ask .
LET ME DIE . in peace .
Only then , people will stop disturbing me.
People will stop making my life miserable .
Only then , people will feel remorseful about what they did to me .-They felt so bad that their heath had deteriorated and they DIE........................
Hmm. Believe me , this world will be much better without them . without us . Human beings .

''it hurts me to see you smile,



it makes you smile to see me hurt.''-to him .


-Shay